fuck the spelling ithis counts i will do real ones on time form now one chill you tits future hannah

playing mincraft with derrick fuck sleep i will just sleep in first agian i love this guy hes is smart and speeks wise words of high school

so today was the day that state student councle happend i had 8 hours with my offical crush nathan we played 1 2 3 21 and we go the sentence Penis Comes Onnathansface Erryday ______ lolz Blank 9 7 8 12  Hannahs Rachet LargePubes 14 16 Hobbknocker endenger pussy 21.we bonded and ate a mass of food it was a wonderful day we were told each other that we were like an old married cupple and played never have i ever and learned alot about each other i love being close to him we are becoming great friends we ate burgers and fries and pizza and cookies and learned about puff football.it was perfect not a single down fall of the trip sum Nthan is great and i loved the State student councle trip even if it was a 4 way trip to tcnj.i went home and skyped and play mc with john and dj95 he is cool and with my new solid like for nathan i dont seem to care so much about john and grace.ohh yeah and i went to tutering and did my math it was a good day.

today was a good day i made some real progress with nathan and me and grace skype every day now i have state student counce which will be one whole day wiht nathan so wish me luck i connected with this guy on the server named dj something and we talkedabout relationships and stuff he know i have liked john i tike him he has a gf and is 17 it was a good day and now i will properly reward my self

today at luch i learned that Poppy want to be mad but she cant seem to be mad at me over text she can say all she wants but irl she loves me and she plots for revenge,i hung out with grace all afterschool and learnd some valuble things like she and john had seen each other butt nakind whin john and her played never have i ever but evry question you had to take off clothing this was johns pervey idia i hate him for that but now he is all depressed for some reason and im trying to let him go and become besties with grace at the same time.its clear grace still deeply llikes him.i hope this drama can get sorted out and john just comes clean but honestly there is no ways for it to all wo

Today i sall finish my Candide essay mainly becouse if i dont ill fail and its due tomarrow so time for work fuck john

other then the lack of post my life was going fine me and john were playing minecraft for hours haveing a great time and me and grace were plaing to have a group of people hang including nathan its would be brat untill and hour ago  graces gose you know what im gonna skype john put hannah and johns call on hhold and flash john my boobs not only that im gonna do it 3 times at that point i was just like fuck you john and earlyer today i missed the stupid ctering thing with poppy so now she must hate me i really thought it was tomarrow she never reminded me.im a bad friend and i have bad friends to make matters worse tomarrow im gonna have to writh this dumb essay,i wish john and grace hadent done it i love john so much it just pains me the 1 st and 2nd time i could keep calm but he started watching a stupid vidio and that i could not take.i just need to calm down but im not forgiving john. if he trys to talk to me im going to ask him to apologize for being an ass and skiping of on his frinds to jack off to grace.and when i see poppy next ill run up and hug her and try to say how sorry i am for missing it i couldent bare to lose my poppy.for the next hour im going  to try and relax and go to bed and keep my mind of things but i know wonce im sitting under the cob=vers today will be my only thought.ohh yeah and it seems like hope for my gettign to black belt by next ear nathen said he would help and sensie seems to think its possible its a long ardous way from purple advanced.

I need to go shoping,ill get jeans and shirts and cardigans and boots and flats and sweaters and uggs and well yeah just clothing 

So this is my first goal update i know it only been the first 3 days but evry day counts so going by number this is how its working

1. so far so good im posting pretty late but one a day 
   
2. my current grades are, English-B-,Spanish-D+,Biology-D+,History-B-, and Math-F
3. I havent ran at all but i have till the end of sunday for it to count
4. I weight 168.2 right now
5. no real movement on this
6. i have not spent nor saver a dollar
7. Nope
8. i fed him his first rat today
9. My trumpets are now named Truman
10. Poppy is letting me help catter her parents play some time next week i even get payed!
11. Nope
12. I have Brushed my teath twice a day but my nails are choped and my nose is clean
13. pretty clean right now
14. nope
15. im trying to talk to nathan every day in history

i hope to improve all those grades to b by the end of this quarter i just dont want to disapoint mom and dad but i think my path to self improvemant is going ok im going to go try and play minecraft with john see ya!

Im feeling lazy so im gonna bullet the event of the day