today at luch i learned that Poppy want to be mad but she cant seem to be mad at me over text she can say all she wants but irl she loves me and she plots for revenge,i hung out with grace all afterschool and learnd some valuble things like she and john had seen each other butt nakind whin john and her played never have i ever but evry question you had to take off clothing this was johns pervey idia i hate him for that but now he is all depressed for some reason and im trying to let him go and become besties with grace at the same time.its clear grace still deeply llikes him.i hope this drama can get sorted out and john just comes clean but honestly there is no ways for it to all wo

other then the lack of post my life was going fine me and john were playing minecraft for hours haveing a great time and me and grace were plaing to have a group of people hang including nathan its would be brat untill and hour ago  graces gose you know what im gonna skype john put hannah and johns call on hhold and flash john my boobs not only that im gonna do it 3 times at that point i was just like fuck you john and earlyer today i missed the stupid ctering thing with poppy so now she must hate me i really thought it was tomarrow she never reminded me.im a bad friend and i have bad friends to make matters worse tomarrow im gonna have to writh this dumb essay,i wish john and grace hadent done it i love john so much it just pains me the 1 st and 2nd time i could keep calm but he started watching a stupid vidio and that i could not take.i just need to calm down but im not forgiving john. if he trys to talk to me im going to ask him to apologize for being an ass and skiping of on his frinds to jack off to grace.and when i see poppy next ill run up and hug her and try to say how sorry i am for missing it i couldent bare to lose my poppy.for the next hour im going  to try and relax and go to bed and keep my mind of things but i know wonce im sitting under the cob=vers today will be my only thought.ohh yeah and it seems like hope for my gettign to black belt by next ear nathen said he would help and sensie seems to think its possible its a long ardous way from purple advanced.