at some point something in me changed.something big. i dont know if it was long ago and only now it shows or if this is only for sometime but life is draging.im in the same skin only its heavy and crawls.my hair still blond my pride that was always there is weakend.its painful and confusing and i just want to sleep but i cant. not with all the work i have to do. i know where i want to go but i dont want to go there i want to go back and edit. fix and take all the opertunities i had. but im stuck here. there is no worse feeling then hopelessness and sadly i am suffrering.



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